is late at night and i suddenly wanna log on to xanga and let out some random boring stuff...

-to be honest.. shoppin is a very good medication for me and other girls..
always drown in the compliments from personal shoppers/ fashion consultation   hahaha
...Leone's shoe-department is one of my fav place to shop,
Arvin is such a fun and hyper person.. no doubt that he is not straight tho. but i love him!!
I actaully connect better w/him more than any other lady sales.  shameful... 
having shoppin bags all over the floor at home..  puts a smile on my face..
werid .... that big smile just aint appearin... maybe just yet?
-Yoga does the trick too... makes you feel so healthy  and complete
meet the most interestin people.... a lot of them ....
everybody sweatin like pouring rain in every sessions.. .. hawt to watch ..I knowww.. haha
but now i drink min one and a half  bottles of  ice water each day... good for your skinnnnn
hmmmm should I listen to them and go to the teacher's trainin in hawaii?? 
for 5 weeks... have it once or twice every year.... 
-i read a lot of chinese novel lately...   read the ones by Amy Cheung. so recommend them.
such confidence... in _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
-currently i am sewin a bag.... but i accidently iron the wrong width of the interfacing on to the fabric
now is going to be a bit too thick... also tryin to use speed 1 instead of 3 for the industrial machine.. so FASTTTTTTTTTT  ..
-friends birthday to make-up..top of my head there are 5 already...
i should just make it into one big birthday bash instead of  5 different dinners...
sooo much food waitin though.. yummms.    probably gunna gain some weight too lol.. oppsss
like they all say at bikram.. let yoga do the trick.. hahahahha...
-i have never felt so relax and free ...  why are girls so emotional at times?
can't answer the question myself...  you try to talk youself out of it, your best friends being there for you..
lackin motivations maybe?.. actually no not reali... i dunno..
she said nothing can be solved if you just talk about it, gotta act.. AI!!! SO MA FAN !
                       
                      "if you try going for what you want then you at least have 50% chance  
                              rather than not and being stuck at 0 and never knowin "what if" "

                                                                                                                     -  [ HER ]

just started my end-of-spring and summer shoppin days...
Leone -used slightly extra more than the last five-digits ..all worth it!!
Jil Sander, miumiu, dior, D&G, versace, prada, JPG....
two LAMB sweaters from L2..very unexpected , no burberry this time...
Ferragamo - 3 bags..chic
                    shoes weren't..hmmm pumps not high enough...
                                        ...didn't like this shipment
Gucci -in season lookin, no wonderful designs... another disappointment
          BUT... purchased many elegant accesories.  dreamy

  
in need of Chanel, Lanvin sunglasses,   another BV bag.... Blahnik, Louboutin
take it as it comes....  whatelse

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*new purchased... wahahaha : dsquared2, roberto cavalli, armani  weeeee =]

hockey game.....and randoms:  bonus--> [my dramatic eyelashes on saturday night] LOL!!

four words...

culinary and designing are helpin me to become a happier person..
learning how to let it go is tough.. but at the same time I've learned
so much, grown up, and i guess matured a bit?
my girls were being harsh on me.. though i rather take the easy way hehe..
said how they know they can't do anything about it,  its up for me to realise it
on my own terms.. move on w/my life.. there are so much things comin up for me..weeeee
goals, my babes/jehjeh * CHYA and jigs, be a sucessful business woman later, cars, travelin, boyfriend (s) hahaha, parties etcetc.. 
everybody has their own eyes, i have mine. concentrate on the now
so many troubles that we can't deal w/ at times...some just doesn't go away
but you know maybe it just takes time.. some long some short, one day at a time..
just hope for the best in everything... only god knows what wil happen in the future...lalalallala
and i seriously needa go sleep... schooolll tmrll... excited hehe
is awesome to study something that you love...  but it's soo intense.. =O





 









 

Jehjeh asked me why dont I give few of them chances..
maybe I should... "'`
never hurts to try ...




lalalalllalalalalalaaaaaa

             baby told me that last entry should be personal..
                    so private.... i pressed